girls aren’t “easy”, girls don’t have difficulty levels. some girls like sex and some girls don’t. you aren’t winning anything by getting either of them to sleep with you.
I saw MW guy for the first time since July (4months)! It was so weird seeing him again! This person that I had been thinking about for the last few months was standing right in front of me. He was at work (in a club) at the bar and we saw each other but it was like we didn’t know each other, from the outside to people it would seem like we hardly knew each other. Obviously I thought about him the last 2 days because I only just saw him but I guess its too early to say how I still feel about him or am going to feel. I really want to know what went through his head when you saw me or his thoughts after.
Sooooooo spain guy wrote to me. What the actual fuck I was so shocked!!!!! & really happy of course. He has never written to me first!!!! It came at suchhhhh a good time because I’ve been thinking of MW guy and its just taken my mind of him.
Like I still can’t believe it. We have had like one conversation since spain so im was so surprised he wrote.
Nearly a year and a half and I’m still into him even though we hardly talk. I think that says alot.
I wonder is MW guy ever thinks of me, if I ever cross his mind. hmmmmm.
I wonder how he sees me.
If anyone else were to kiss me, all they would taste is your name.”
I still like MW guy. Fuck fuck fuck! He’s an asshole and so wrong for me. It’s a horrible feeling. And the dickhead doesn’t even know the effect he has had on me. I never wanted to be one of those girls that falls a asshole! But as much as i have been trying to Deny it to myself for the last few weeks/months the truth is I still like him and think about him everyday! It’s a shit feeling. Fuck!